Being emotional

Actually things have been pretty rough for me these few weeks. I’m feeling really emotional and it’s a struggle almost every day. Every day, I woke up struggling and still decided to be positive. I want to do good things. I want to have a good day. I want to end my day happily. I want to learn something every day. It all become very difficult few weeks ago. I am crying almost every night to sleep. I would be sleeping and thinking if it’s all my problem. I’m always having this conversation in my head if I’m experiencing all these because of whatever mistakes I made in the past.

Since when being honest and sincere are no longer something that people appreciate? I wonder, some times, why we are still teaching children to be good and honest and sincere and gentle if no one is going to appreciate all these good values when we grow up. I ask myself every day why people wanna pick on others who are trying so hard to be their best and being honest and sincere. I was never a victim of bully when I was young but now I’m experiencing all that. I’m tired of being a victim all the time. I’m sick of being picked on.

I just wanna do good things and be happy.

#8: Watch stars by the beach

So a mom asked me today if her son always plays with this girl in the class because he actually told his mom he wanted to bring her to watch the stars by the beach when he grows up. I’m glad that old school dating still exists in this era.

*Just to clarify that this boy is not a child with special needs. I’m currently also working with children who are not autistic. :)