Nightmare(s)

Those who know me certainly know that I dream a lot. Like my mom said “Don’t know what you dream also.. Everyday dream, not bored one meh?” Ish! I don’t wanna dream if can! I mean, I don’t wanna have those nightmare, of course, I don’t mind having sweet dreams.

This morning, I woke up with tears. I had nightmare again. I don’t remember everything but it’s something about him and me. And I even shouted out when I dreamt. I knew. Because I was half-awake. I tried to stop myself from dreaming and shouting, but couldn’t control. Really cannot. Moreover, this is not the first time I dreamt and shout while I was half-awake. It’s like you know what you doing, but you can’t stop yourself from doing. How scary it is!

Very very bad. And then I slept the whole day. Usually I will feel very tired if I dream, so does this time. Therefore I slept til about 5pm. Finally forced myself to wake up. Thought of asking him out for dinner, but something unpleasant happened again. Then his friend, Ah Lun message me in MSN, asked me wanna go yamcha or not. So I just went out with him to take my dinner.

And here I am blog-ing. Headache suddenly attack again. =( Bad bad luck! Seems like my health is very very problematic these days. A bit then headache, if not then fever, if not then flu. Not good at all! And I’m so broke! I wanna go shopping! Everywhere’s having sales! But too bad, I have to save some money, therefore I left about RM200 to spend only. Sad case! Anyone wanna hire me to mop floor or not? I’ll do! =pPp I just wanna work and get some money and pass my time.

I have cleared my wardrobe last night and found a lot of tops and bottoms which I don’t wear anymore. I have a few options either to donate @ give away, or use them as those table cloth, or alter them. I don’t feel like giving them away or use them as table cloth la.. They have been following me for so long! Some even followed me since Form 1 ler! No no no! I can’t do this! So I decided to alter the jeans. Oh well, I have to try one by one anyway. Some look really big, wonder if I can fit in or not. About the tops.. I still don’t know la. Even sell second-hand, I also don’t think anyone would want them ’cause very out-dated-dee. Probably I’ll just wear them at home.

I wanna alter my jeans that would look like this!

Nice, right? Of course won’t be pink color or any color la.. Would be the original color. But then I like the design, and somemore I saw a lot of girls wearing this kinda short pants and look really cute in them! I’ll go to ask the tailor first. If yes, then I save money again. Instead of buying new short pants, I alter my old jeans. *winks*

The wedding gown nice hor?! I like this one so much.

Eh.. I should be showing what I wore just now for dinner.. How come showing wedding gown one! Must be the headache la.. Making me so blur! =.=”

Sorry, blur photo! This is how I wore anyway.

Oh yes! I like this Emily the Strange! She’s so unique! And see?
Troublemaker! And that’s me!! =)

Tired look. I have a pimple at the chin. =( So sad.

Ok! Long post! *phew*

p/s: I know.. I’m ugly but sorry, I like taking photo of myself! =pPp