Another 26 Hours±

I don’t know how to express exactly how I feel now. Or maybe I cannot express it.

I wanna be this silly kid who doesn’t wanna go back to the States.

On the other hand, I wanna be all nerdy and finish my study quickly so that I can come home next year.

*sigh*

去或留 — 我没得掌控，因为无论如何我还是一定要毕业。

明天，我又将离开这里，回到我书呆子的生活了。回到那种每天只睡平均4个小时的生活。

Been thinking so much lately.

I know I’ve been having so much fun or just laze around in the house throughout this 4-months summer break without working at all (partly I was so fat that I doubt anyone would wanna hire me for events jobs la). I didn’t exactly do anything very constructive. Except maybe cleaning up my room and clearing some old clothes and donated them.

But really, I don’t think I’m having too much fun. Because I’ll be so nerdy once my semester starts. All those crazy assignments and exams will just flood into my life. I have my mind cleared up a little bit and I found that my temper is really bad these days. Boyfriend should know. I’m trying to accept imperfection and flaws (I don’t even know since when I became such a perfectionist!). I’m trying to let go something that is not that important. Just when I succeeded in doing all those at times, I actually felt happier.

Like I’ve mentioned, my sister will be going to visit me in December (good news!) and boyfriend is trying very hard to visit me in February (double good news!!!) although air ticket isn’t cheap and it’s not easy to obtain the Visa. My 2-ways ticket (duration for a year) cost almost RM7K. Just the air ticket alone! It’s not helping especially the exchange rate between USD and RM is now about $1- RM3.34… I better make it through and graduate on time.

School fee increased as well. By 7.1% (but WMU’s worse! 9.2%, I think).

*sigh**sigh*

Though I’m not the one paying for all those, I still feel it’s all so crappy.

Look on the bright side… I already have a few plans for my last year there on my mind.

- Must go for skiing at least once!

- Visit San Frans, L.A. & Las Vegas. Hopefully Hawaii too…

- Another trip to NYC >> SATC tour!

- Continue to be on the Dean’s list. (Why is it on the 4th of the list… Not first ar?)

- Get myself involve with more activities in school.

- Shop my heart out for the branded stuff  *Feel so heartache to buy in Malaysia because so damn kao overprice! Anddddd I doubt that I can afford to buy them when I start working.

- Just enjoy my student life for the very last year (unless I do MBA in the future).

- Make snowmen (Just remember I still owe Cheryl & Melissa two snowmen… Even Melissa already did one! -_-)

- Must have more McD Chicken Selects! I forgot what it’s called in Malaysia but it’s the normal chicken la. However, it’s super yummy and different from Malaysia’s. Because it’s boneless and much tasty. Even tastier than KFC if you can believe it! Haha.

- More strawberry milkshake from Steak & Shake!!!

Er… That’s all for now, I guess.

I hope winter depression don’t strike on me again. Just once is more than enough.

Alrighty. Pray hard and I wish myself all the best!  **Motivation talk** L0L.

Til then… I’ll get to see everyone again in Malaysia and have hawker food next year. Ta! *waveees*

p/s: Bobo, see you soon and please don’t forget to pick me up, k. Thank you sooooo much!