Love Hope Courage
I just had one of the best moments throughout the week last night.
Loosen up myself and had so much laugh.
& it got even better when boyfriend went for bubble tea with me and BFF & her boy.
For once, I finally felt that I wasn’t abandoned.
I guess whatever happened has happened, and maybe it really was/is my problem, but I still think that I’ve already tried quite hard in terms of saving the friendships. I really don’t think I should be losing my social life because of the bad apples I had/have in my life. Shouldn’t they be ashamed rather than me avoiding them? I mean, they were the ones who break my heart and lie to me.
You know, I’m right now at this crossroad where I’m totally lost. I don’t know where to go and such. Nothing’s in my life is perfect right now. I lost my objectives and goals in life. I lost my direction. I lost my sense of humor. I even lost some friends. I lost my hope. I lost so much.
But I guess, as long as some people out there still concern about me, willing to listen to my bullshit, I guess life is still great after all, right? I’m feeling much more hopeful now.
For now, I have a more serious business to work on. That is how do I get a pink dress before 25th this month! Black dress is so overrated so I wanna go for pink. This is one of the things I’d do for a friend. Hehehe just pulling my BFF’s leg here. LOL.
Alrighty, I guess I’ll start posting happy posts again. And please wish me lots of luck! Because I’m gonna do something, which might come off as a surprise to some people. But I think I’m gonna do it anyway. 
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