Letting go
Letting go doesn’t mean you’re defeated or you’re this bad mean person who don’t appreciate things in life.
But sometimes, letting go is the only way out.
The only way to save you from being upset all the time.
Justin is someone who emphasize a lot on privacy, especially when it comes to relationship. So I wouldn’t disclose much. But if you’ve heard it from me, then you’re the people that I wanna share with.
After 7 years, I’m back to the single-hood. I’d say I’m much happier now since I came home.
It’s not easy to end it. Because we spent a large part of our lives together.
I was with him when he didn’t have a car and our mode of transportation was to walk and to take the public transport. Sometimes, if we’re lucky, he was able to borrow a car from his friend. I was with him when he was rather unsettled.
He was with me when my level of confidence was terribly low. He was there for me (tho not physically) when I had my winter depression.
But even good things come to an end, so I can’t find any reason to not end this relationship when I was literally crying almost every night for it.
I’m sorry that I’m this girl that broke my promise, our promise & our future.
But I know this is the right thing to do, you’ll know it soon.
I’ll be still hosting my domain with him because he’s the greatest IT guy I’ve ever known and I know I can still count on him for things like this.
Thank you for being part of my life. It was good. It was a long good 7 years of relationship.
Thank you for showing me that someone would give up his single-hood for me for 7 years when I didn’t believe it.
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Hey, I’m sorry to hear. I understand and know how it feels like going through that stage of having to let go.
Be strong.
I’m sorry we can’t meet up on time, but while I’m away, let’s email each other like how we used to do back in the old days =)
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