I like how we always have random conversations and he always talk to me before he goes to bed no matter how tired/sleepy he is. The best thing about it is he actually responded to what I said albeit being tired/sleepy. This is just one of those random conversations that I honestly thought it was funny and I think I was sweet!! *selfpraise Hahahaha 

Anyway, background info: we are both very competitive people but most of the time (if not all), I won. Not because I’m that smart or whatever, it’s because he took a (few) step(s) back. But really, nothing’s serious so far. All these are half-jokes. ;)

Duffy: I love you the most.

Me: I love you more than the most!

Duffy: It’s not a competition…

Me: NO, WAIT!

Duffy: Grammar Nazi, you should know there’s nothing more than the most…

Me: NO! WAITTTTT!

Duffy: Okay, you win!

Me: NO! Listen first!

Duffy: Okay…

Me: Lay number eight down. & look at it from the top view.

Duffy: Okay…

Me: IT’S INFINITY!

Duffy: Huh…? /mindfucked

Me: Doesn’t it look like infinity when number eight lies down? (think: 8 )

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Duffy: Yes, it does…

Me:   

Sydney (Australia), 2007

My life is almost perfect right now and I like it that it’s less than perfect because things change when it’s perfect.

I think that’s the rule of the universe.

So don’t go chasing after a perfect life because it doesn’t exist. An almost-perfect life is the closest you can get to the perfect life.

Don’t try to change the rule of the universe.

Don’t try to challenge it.

For you will/may be jinxed.

SINGAPORE – JANUARY 2012

I was looking forward to this trip for as long as I can remember.

I needed a getaway. I needed a solution.

Run with me, if you will. xo

Yes, guys… As much as how pre-matured & early and even fast to talk about it, we’ve done the talk.

Duffy & I have already done the whole future-marriage-talk while we have been together for barely 2 months. Somehow we don’t feel like it’s only been barely 2 months, we feel that we have known each other for a very long time. We are so comfortable being with each other. That is why I wasn’t kidding when I said it feels really different this time. I don’t even think this is just a honeymoon period kind of thing. I did not feel this way when I first started dating with any of my ex-boyfriend. So that explains a lot and should be able to give you a better picture of how I feel this time.

Then, again, it’s not just how I feel, right?

I was quite afraid that I’m taking this thing all on my own. As in I’m taking this too seriously or I’m one-sided.

So few days ago, when I was hanging out with him at his place when he’s supposed to cook dinner for us. He blurted out and called me his wife, I was stunned and terribly happy. I thought I would freak out. He thought I would too. But it was so natural. It wasn’t even the first time he actually told me something similar in that context. So yeah.

We have been talking about the future/marriage quite briefly a few times & it’s becoming more & more in detailed and he made it very clear that he didn’t even mind to sign the paper so long I can move in with him (well, my parents are quite conservative in that sense). He even told my sister about that! Dafuq -__- I think my sister was shocked.

That’s not the sweetest part.

The sweetest part was that he views marriage exactly like how I do! 

We both think that piece of paper and all that wedding dinner and stuff are not that important as long as we are together and we want to be with each other.

No, wait… The sweetest part of all…

Wait for it!

He actually told me that he thinks the most important part will be the moment I say “I do” rather than all paper & wedding dinner.

/melt into a puddle of butter

    

I don’t wanna jinx this or whatever. So I’m still keeping this very low until now…

But I think Bo was right about it. I probably knew that he wasn’t the one all along that was why I was so anti-marriage and didn’t wanna get married and all. It’s not that I hate marriage or don’t believe in marriage, or more like because I don’t believe in him.

When I told Darl, she was so moved she almost teared. So dramatic! No wonder we’re good friends! But I guess people who know me very well and are very close to me would know how much this means to me.

So even if this doesn’t work out one day, it’s fine, at least I had a fairy tale.